Destined Pains

Sand castles, drawings on the wall.
Footsteps at night, you kept trying too hard.

Mazes unknown, waited for your loved once under the fogs.
Crazy hopes, they said you went too far.

Playful toys, glimpsing what you just lost.
Their castles you burned, haunted yours.

Stormy guilt, invisibling it's own breaths.
Truth bestowed, hid under the sheets of scars.

Shadows of night, you kept screaming for ghosts.
Rage and anger, echoed destructions in else worlds.

The same old pillow, sensing same old tears.
Old watches, stopped at a time unknown.

Magical happy endings, kept craving for rains of stars.
Familiar aches, questioned your everything.

Your first ride, you forgave your scars.
You dreamed to live, like you were born to dream.

Those filthy heartbreaks, poisoned your faith.
And the hope you gave, forgot it's name.

Strength you vowed about, saw the power of loner.
The fairies that took away you fevers, vanished into places invisible.

When tried to touch the purity, it burned down to ashes.
When hit hard to wall, you laid on the floor for a while.

These places are just yours;
Heavens and hells, the god who gives command or the god who you can be.

But darling Now you've grown,
A little wiser than before.
You fought when you wanted to run,
Be a little prouder too.