wars

Will you just look for me

in wars of lands

matches struck against brick walls

They are burning

and I am ashed

crawling piece by piece

atom by atom

Lingering onto other side

Creeping back to your side 

Will you just look for me

In wars of homes

In wars of blades

Look at this mess

or just me

I am doing it all

drowning and flying and breathing

How I am holding on

shattered in my own castle

faceless on my own mural

skinless with my own ghost

Will you just look at me

Look for me in crowds

In wars

when my throat is slithered in half

but I have one bit more to live.